100 Goodbyes
with a sigh
I tried and tried
to find the words to get me by
on this momentary slide
of bein choked and tongue-tied
over the words I know that need to be said
and have been one hundred times before
It's hard to let this one go
after all the pieces we put into this show
so now I'm stuck with only this flow
to explain to my world why we curled
and fell under this spell of anguish and despair
to a bundle of memories confusin the good and the bad
*every punch with every kiss*
*every 'I made it' to every miss*
to the point that every I Love You and Good Luck
became a hateful statement callin me a twisted f#ck
to leave me down on my luck without a buck
spent on my heart over what was sought and lost
with the deposit of all that it cost
-between us-
I wanted to stay friends and help you with the bends
of being single and scared in a world not meant
for a girl like you
but we didn't work and now I got the knife but you took the fork
and even though I ended it,
I'm the one that came up short
for the compassion I extended down your way
to have it shoved back like sh!t back into my face
You couldn't handle it, concieve it
that I just wanted you to see it
that there was an initial spark that got us together
and it would suck to sacrifice that in this bad weather
that built up between us and rained our love out
so that my last memory of you will always be what was shout
How strange that after it's been said one hundred times before
how empty I feel after it was said once more
So to correct the previous one hundred lies
I say this with conviction in my eyes
This is my final Goodbye
By spyboygreen
© 2006 spyboygreen
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