'All alone'
I find myself very alone with no friends ,
because I say no to drugs and I don't follow trends,
I'm from a drug riddled city I've lived here all of my life and I don't want to move,
I used to smoke weed and drink alcohol just to get me into that mood,
that's when I had all of my friends by my side,
but when I decided to get clean that's not what my friends would decide,
they'd rather experiment with more and more hardcore drugs then lied,
this is how they chose to 'ride',
I don't regret getting clean,
but I do regret using drugs in the first place you know what I mean?,
see I miss those friends who I used to hang out with,
I can't seem to find friends who don't use drugs do they even exist?,
I doubt this,
this seems to play a huge role in me being alone,
seeing how trends coincides with drugs you know what I like it better this way I'd rather them not ring my phone.
By 1josephjohn
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