good bye teddy bear good bye
i scream you do not listen so i turn away from all you have became a monster with a mask
i am sick of living in a world that is not real and where i kill myself trying to fix
something you will keep broking a curse you have echoing in my head and i thought we
was good but you lied to me now i set here in the shadows of yesterday and soon i will
fade away i will never be and never was good enough but you are to chicken to see that
you will never see what i am who i am what i have dont you clam you could not live with out me
but you talk down about me and when i throw the facts in your face you give me a lame lie
i am done with the acting i am sick of this set it looks like it is time to see the fact as
they are they way you made them now tell me where did i go wrong i see we can never be i see
i am not the one and you made sure of this and i dont get why i have done everything yet it
was never good enough my gut said one thing i should of listen to it why did you do this i
knew you was lying to me by the look in your eyes you will never be the man i know you can be
you will forever walk the steps your parents did you wont break the pattern and i will not live
like my mother my sister i will not mold in to something i am not there comes a time in every
story an ending needs to be said and i looks like you wrote the ending long before i read it
it is time i put this book down this saga is over and it as done it over run time for a
new and i will walk alone i will fight my war on my own it is time i do me i take care of me for there
is no us there never was it was a lie you feed me and i dont want to know what else you lied
to me about for i should of moved on when i had the chance i can not believe i give up all
that makes me me for you my style my being my self all trade for a pack of lies and long nights
of tears holding myself to sleep and i thought you would be worth the wait no no less you are a better dad
then you are a husband i just hope the next person you are with you treat them like they are your queen your
heart and how you want your son to be and your daughter to be with for this is not someone
i want i hate you i hate this monster and forgiveness fine forget ha let go ha just take this as your good bye
and no i dont want to talk about this for i am done with talking i am done with waiting for you
to change i pay a heavy price and ill keep paying but im done going around and around and its too late to fix
this i can not trust you and with out trust there is nothing you say i am stepping on your heart
look at who the one thrown who heart a round and playing games its just time i take it a way for it is not the toy you make it turn out to be
and there comes a time the piece need to be picked up and it is time i do that so this is good bye
good bye teddy bear good bye
By mmousedal
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