santa rosa before you
you want to finish college and get a great job you don’t care if you only get paid by the hr. you just need enough to move out and keep adding to your savings. Enough to take care of yourself on your own and pay your bills. And be content. Enough to move out of the bay area. And some where safe. Somewhere you don’t have to worry about a dirty environment and drugs and violence .. You want to feel safe.
I want to stay hard and do dirt for my income .why cant you suck it up and stay with me ? Is it the violations the police harassment. The constant violence is a hassle .I want to be the first to let you know I don’t leave home with out a banger how can you say you don’t feel safe ! I also want to feel content in my relationship. I don’t want to feel like I never know when you are going to pull a fast one on me and give up on us again. I don’t want to loose what we have built only to have to start over again, with some new person, who I don’t need to waste my time on. I want to stay in a stable healthy relationship and watch it grow. And build yrs on it .. Years of trust and experience and loyalty. You can’t be loyal to me knowing how much I want to keep you .however I just want my life style I have made so many changes for you and you want me to be someone else .how can you say you love me if you want to change me .
I should just end the relationship now. I know its not going to last. Noting lasts anymore. I’m just headed for a disappointment. Why keep building. ?? Why try.?? I’m a convict not some lame bitch ass bitch who runs away from my problems
By INJUN
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