My Knight in Shining Armor
He...
He...
raped me...
Oh, God. I couldn't stop it. I loved and I trusted him and he betrayed me and he wouldn't listen and he just...kept going.
I thought he was going to kill me.
I didn't know what to do except huddle on the floor of the shower and cry and scream for him to leave me alone but he---
wouldn't
listen to
me.
He just kept going and I kept crying and screaming and I thought I was going to die until---
one of the only men I can trust saved me.
He just said 'stop'.
and he did.
He wouldn't listen to me but he would listen to E.
And he disappeared into the abyss of fear which E. chased away from me.
He picked me off the floor, away from shattered dreams and broken hopes and fear and despair and kissed it away, gentling whispering 'It'll all be Okay. I won't hurt you, not in any way.'
And the dream shattered llike broken glass but clung to my body and mind. The fear and then the absolute trust which only love can bring and I realized, as if a flame was lit within my bosom, that I loved him and that he...
he loved me too.
By medici
© 2004 medici
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